Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Can I live this all over again? Please?

Last day of school! Last OFFICIAL day of school! Unbelievable!

As the bus drove off from the school parking lot, my heart felt heavier than ever before. There was a huge lump in my throat, a quiver in my breath.

Its true I have complained a hell lot about the school at times... but undeniably its whats made me who I am today. Its true, every corridor, every corner, every area has a special place in my heart. Today as I looked around, trying to absorb everything for the last time, it was difficult to take my eyes away. Its so hard to picture the corridor after class without Aayushi or Tanya or Annika running to the toilet. It didnt seem right. The corridors would never be the same. Would it? No institution is complete without the people who comprise it...and Modern High just seems to have the most awesome, loavable people!

Today went by so damn fast. Signing on everyones shirts, taking pictures, signing autographs (hahah!)..felt like a celebrity!Haha! I came back home and was reading the stuff everone had written. Whats so brilliant is that each message from each person is soo personalized.. you seem to have influenced every other person some way or the other.. you share a special memory, a special bond with every other person. *sigh* All these are going to be memories now... how pathetically sad is that!?

Anyways if I indulge myself into more nostalgic thinking ... i'll go insane! What really took me by suprise was that I didn't cry. I get attached to certain people, places damn fast and Modern High and its people definately fall in that category... but I still didn't cry. Something has to be wrong! I think it still hasn't really truely struck me that I am leaving school. I mean I find it hard to believe I am 17 at times. Life seems to be passing by so incredibly fast... you just want to freeze time and live it all over again and again! If only! *sigh* I think romit's much wanted time mahine would really come handy at times like these!:P

Friday, January 26, 2007

End of prelims to date

Woahh its been a month since I've written!

I guess partly because there was nothing happening in my life other than the prelims... and that really wasnt worth writing on my blog:P and partly because I had banned myself from using the computer. Was testing my self control abilities. I was getting way too addicted to facebook, blogs, msn blah blah. Too much of anything proves disastrous. Anyways prelims over. Blissful nothing happening.. enjoying every minute of it!:)

The day prelims got over, hit the mall with Tanya, Aayushi for shopping! Or rather thats what we intended to do atleast:P Ended up walking around pretty much the whole of Karama and Bur Dubai.. to meet a couple of friends... though some had gone into hibernation:P
Came back home tired, feet aching...rest needed real bad! Instead went with Romit and Harendra for a walk on the creek. Was kool.

Next day - spent sisterly time ...shopping again!

Next next day - went to school to help out with Primary sports day. Came back ..went to the gym with a pull in my leg (stoopid mee.. yes i know)...came out even worse. Then went to the beach for Meenakshi and Karishamas combined birthday party. T'was funnn! :) Spent most of my time screaming, singing, jumping, running ... Doj balling, and our futile efforts to play Kho!Antakshri was quite a success.. Nikeeta emerging as the unbeatable champion! Haha Tejas agree? Though the barbeque wasn't much of a success:P. We had people like Jeetu and Rohith resorting to eating raw chicken while others spitting it out in the garbage! Aacck! Gross feeling in my mouth whenever I remember it! Our menu was pretty much ...raw chicken, raw paneer, raw this , raw that , raw raw raww and loads of junk food! Sittting on "the rock", lsning to malu stations, going from one bbq pit to the other, frantic attempts to cook sums it up! Although we didn't eat anything wholesome as such, it was quite eventful and funny evening when I think about it now.... and I had fun soo thats what matters.

Anyways came back home with a sore sore sore SORE throat...couldn't utter a single word in the morning! (thats today:P) my kindof sprained leg feels worse and I have only myself to blame:P Hopefully it should be better soon! =)